Foundation Party

Hey everyone! Thanks for stopping by to read my blogs! I have had a rough couple of months but nothing but positive vibes going forward! I want my nephews and nieces to be proud of me! I am hoping once I open a facility for Stefanie’s Safe Space my whole family will stop by on my opening day! I think I will also invite my whole family to my foundation party! I do not know when that will be but I am hoping within a year. I want to succeed and do amazing things to prove to myself I can do it and not to prove everyone wrong! I think I will have my first foundation party at the Hilton East on Broadway and Pantano where my Grandfather John was the head engineer. There is an awesome glass elevator. I also did try to take my own life there last September but I am going to focus on the fact that I am alive to achieve my goals and dreams! I want to have a band or a DJ, maybe I can get someone to donate food. I want there to be fancy servers serving fancy hors d’oeuvres. There will probably be a cash bar but nobody will be able to drink and drive. There will be room rates for people who want to stay and transportation for people who need rides home. I am hoping by then I will figure out how to have a big barcode that will go directly to my 501(c)3 bank account so people can donate with ease. I want to have roses everywhere just like a wedding. My colors are teal and purple. I will have Fast Signs or Aladdin Graphics do a big banner for me with my owl logo. I love party planning and am excited about this. I will invite the news to come. I am hoping that as soon as I have an official non profit I can contact the news to share my foundation, purpose, and dream with the World. I know in my heart that famous people will donate to my foundation eventually. I also know the manager at the downtown hotel the Leo Kent Hotel and he said last year that I can so a foundation party there! I think my family will eventually support me! I just wish they would understand my mental illness better. I have to pray that one day my sister will forgive me and I will forgive her. I think I can already forgive her for sending me to jail. I am sorry that I told the World she drinks and drives with her kids but ca’t take it back, because there are a ton of videos on Tik Tok and I can’t go through them all to delete the ones that share that. I just pray that going forward, everyone is safe. I can understand where she is coming from with me taking medications but I know my mind and body better than her. I know what I need to succeed. I don’t tell her what medications to take and not take. I just wish she could have faith in me! We shall see. Hopefully in time, but I don’t know. I would love her to be at my foundation party and at my facility with all the kids the day it opens! One of my dreams is that the lady who adopted Dexter will bring him to my grand opening! I wish I could see him again. He was the best dog ever! Eventually I will get another dog if my future husband doesn’t have one already. I will be able to bring my dog to work with me every day and it will be amazing! I really think I may be able to be a foster Mom at some point. I am not sure if I will wait till I meet my soulmate or not. I am just taking it one day at a time and just know that today I can’t get a dog or a baby! lol. It would be nice to just be able to travel the World with my future husband giving speeches everywhere. I can’t wait to get books published. I am going to be so successful. I have already been successful despite having a mental illness. I bought my first house when I was 22 yers old. I was an EMT for 8 years. I have worked at busy medical offices. I am so blessed to have not had a day job since last September. I thought about getting a part time job and stressed myself out about it so bad for a couple weeks. I am happy to be able to do pubic speaking with NAMI and can’t wait to get that started! I think I am going to work on my penguin diamond art now or maybe I will go get something to eat. I am starving, It is 9:33am now and I was trying to wait till 11am to eat but not sure I can. I am craving biscuits and gravy so think I am going to go to Jerry Bob’s up the street. Hope everyone is having a great day! Thank you for your support!