888

I was really in the mood to write and now I am feeling so tired. As I start to write though I am getting in the mood! Lol.. I just got back from the gym a little bit ago. I just took a hot shower after swimming laps for an hour followed by 30 minutes of chill time in the jacuzzi. I met a guy in the pool who I shared my lane with and he started chattting with me. It was so much a God moment I can’t even handle it. He lost his Dad, 2 sisters, and a daughter and did not have faith that they are angels with him every moment. I am kind of a medium but not really. I don’t like to just go up to people and say your angels want you to know they love you and are with you. But since he opened up about his life and some of his personal trauma, I let him know! I said you don’t have to believe this crazy person but they are with you so strong! We had a really good conversation which continued in the jacuzzi. He does a lot of charity work on the reservations and out of state. He was giving me some solid advise about starting my non profit. It is just so amazing though how things are just happpening without me having to do anything but write and talk. I am like my Dad in a way that I can just talk to anyone. I will be able to network so easily. I will start passing out my business cards and will be setting up an LLC bank account soon. I will eventually need to retain a lawyer and also talk to an accountant, but when I was swimming laps before I met this dude..he didn’t want me to share his name… I was reminding myself to take it one day at a time…One hour at a time, one moment at a time. I had a good cry before I did the Mel Robbins’ 5-4-3-2-1 method to get my ass to the gym. But when I was swimming laps I was so at peace. I am seriously so blessed for my life today. I had a good day at work and now have 4.5 days off! After work, I caught the second half of my AA meeting Happy Joyeous and Free and it was really good. It is so good to see my friends and family at AA where everyone hugs and tells each other them love them. My sister text me while I was at AA but I did not see her text till after the meeting. On my way home I stopped at Subway for a ham sandwich on wheat with all the veggies and some baked chips. As I was at a red light I saw a license plate with 888. My sisters’ favorite number is 8. When I got home I looked up 888 and it is an amazing angel number. I have looked up 333 and 444 before because I have seen those numbers a lot, but don’t think I ever looked up 888 before tonight. Google says: The 888 angel number signifies abundant prosperity, financial success, and a powerful message of spiritual alignment from the universe. It encourages you to maintain a positive mindset, trust your instincts, and pursue your goals with integrity and confidence, as good fortune is on its way. The number 8, representing balance, infinity, and new beginnings, is magnified by its triple appearance, suggesting a profound and permanent shift towards your full potential. The key meanings of 888: 1. Abundance and Prosperity: Seeing 888 is a strong indicator of coming financial and material blessings. 2. Positive energy: It’s signal to maintain a positive outlook, as your thoughts and energy are powerful tools for attracting good fortune. 3. Balance and Harmony: The number encourages you to find equilibrium between your material and spiritual pursuits, promoting overall well-being. 4. Personal and Spiritual Growth: 888 signifies a profound spiritual alignment, reminding you that you are on the right path and growing into your infinite potential. 5. New Beginnings and Opportunities: You are being encouraged to close old chapters and embrace new opportunities that will align with your life goals. 6. Confidence and Leadership: It’s a sign that you possess charisma and authority, and you should continue manifesting from a place of confidence.

Just Wow to all of that! I saw 888 at the perfect time. All of this is just so amazing. This is truly my time to shine. There is no loooking back now. It is on!! lol.. I am going to make my dreams a reality one day at a time. The guy I met tonight said he mostly does tik tok over Facebook and that reminded me that my 13 year old nephew told me last year that he will help me with sharing my foundation and ideas on tik tok, and I am so excited to get started with that. I only briefly signed up for Tik Tok when it first started by never got into it. To be honest, I was scared when everyone said China is going to hack into all your accounts. Omg hackers are everywhere on everything. I don’t know why I stressed that so much. Hopefully my 13 year old nephew will make time for his old Aunt soon to help me out! He has such a a fun personality, and would be so fun to do videos with! I think my oldest nephew is definitely too cool for me! Ha ha! But maybe he will want to help too! Saw them both Tuesday night and they are so grown up and super handsome cool dudes! When I was swimming laps I remembered something I said in AA either last October or earlier this year. I have been living for my nephews and now I have to live for me! I never wanted them to know my trauma and what I went though. I also never followed through with taking my own life, because of what that would have done to them so I stayed alive for them!! They saved my life in a way. Now they are old enough to understand so it’s time to share my story with the World. I can’t wait to be able to start doing some fundraising events for my foundation, but in the meantime I am just so blessed to be able to write my story! I meant to call NAMI today after the last client left at work, but I forgot. I really want to get back into public speaking. It is 11:06pm. I need to start winding down for bed. Hope everyone is doing well and thanks again so much for the love and support!! Sweet dreams my friends! Love you all!