Criminal Court

Tomorrow I have a court date at Tucson City Criminal Court! If the 25 year old cop shows up, I’d seriously be shocked if the judge “convicts” me or has me take classes or any kind of punishment! I have so much respect for cops and called them Monday night because I felt unsafe, scared, and had PTSD scary thoughts! I called them on my way home, because I felt my Gramps Fritz Chief Rhyner with me so strong and just had a feeling something really bad was happening at my house! When I got home, the 25 year old rookie cop… first thing he said to me was …. One of our cop buddies died responding to a 911 call recently! I literally said … “Are you Fuc**ing kidding me?! That’s so Fu*cked up to put that on me or on anyone else who needs to call 911! He obviously lacks empathy and compassion for people who have mental illness and I hope this is a good life and career lesson for him!!! Because even though I was confused on why I needed the cops to feel safe and unintentially lied to 911 who btw wasn’t very kind to me either! I was clearly in crisis and could have just said .. I’m in crisis I need to the cops please! But my PTSD mind I could not control! The night before I called the crisis line and the night after I called 911 and asked the cops to take me to Palo Verde where I was admitted for 8 nights so clearly I was in crisis! Part of my foundation will be public speaking and education specifically to First Responders who think mentally ill people are either high on drugs or just being assholes on purpose!!! ❤️❤️

Also, a friend shared this info with me recently …Next time don't call 911 the new number to call is 988 so 911 can be open for other help and this one is strictly for mental health authorities. She got this information from NAMI which is an amazing National Grass root Organization with an office here in Tucson at Wilmot and 22nd. It’s a little yellow house open during business hours Mon-Friday 8 or 9am-5pm I believe!