Diet!

I want to write a quick blog so Jail Time gets off the top 3 on my home page. It’s a must read, but I am trying to be more positive. I will write more later on this blog. I need to rest. Went to a women’s AA meeting and before that met up with my Aunt. We talked about how I tried to take my own life and she said how hard it was for her and everyone. I am thinking about it again now and just need to rest and listen to music. Be back soon! Okay sorry about that. I have a hard time when I start thinking about how I tried to take my own life. My Aunt Val said I wish you would have called me. I would have even met you at the hotel and we could have gone to the pool. She said but you had your mind made up and I agreed I sadly did. I said, did you think I was going to die? And she said well ya, you were intubated for a week. She made me promise and pinky swear that I would never do that again. But I am going to bring it back to the positive. I started my diet program today and I am off to a great start. I had 2 eggs and 3 pieces of turkey bacon for breakfast. Then I went to the gym to swim laps for an hour and then relaxed in the jacuzzi for a few minutes. When I was out driving today to see my Aunt I saw 3 white butterflies separately and one yellow butterfly. Life is so good! Life is going to be so good! I see myself being super successful in about a year. I will lose all my weight and have my own foundation. I am praying and manifesting! I was saying 2 years but I really think it could be a year. I may not have my own facility yet, but I will have an official non profit. I want to have a booth at the NAMI walk next year. And then eventually want to do my own walks that are as big as the NAMI walks. Today I went to the 3:30 AA women’s meeting at Eastside meeting place. It was a speaker meeting and really good. I gave my number to 2 newcomers and gave my number to a potential sponsor. I am going to a 7pm meeting tonight that is only Friday nights and I really like it and haven’t been in awhile. I am going to another women’s meeting tomorrow at 11am at a new place. Really hoping to find a new sponsor soon. I gave my number to a few girls at the 7pm meeting last night who could be sponsors but they sadly have not text me yet. I think I am going to keep this blog short and may right another one about something that frustrated me today.