Do Your Fucking Job!!

Well I had another fucking day! I did lots of coping skills and my Aunt Val was there for me all day and my childhood BFF aka Bobbsey twin Crystal!! Thank you both!! I am going to buy a Mercedes the smart way thanks to the pros Uncle Glenn and Aunt Val. I thought about my Uncles today too! Uncle Mark and Uncle Pete are super cool!! All of the Uncles went to rehab when I was a kid. Uncle Pete and Aunt Pat have about 33 years sober and married! Went to their wedding when I was about 10!! Can remember the awful dress my Mom made my sis and I! lol… they were actually kinda of cute for 1991 tho!! I swam laps like a child! I had the whole pool to myself and literally let my hope float for awhile! The liar cheater loser I dated before couldn’t swim or float and I will have a nicer Mercedes than his! But think his was the first Mercedes I ever drove. I saw some awesome people at AA today but before that I called 911 again and they were like uh uh uh I don’t know so I said see you later and went and begged to talk to an officer at the police station up the street. The douchebag at the window was the same guy the last time and did not even look at me until I started pushing buttons! Dumb ass! I am trusting Officer Eric to do his fucking Job! It auto corrected to Jon and my Gramps John think it may be Jonathan .. Was a bad ass boss civil engineer in the Navy and in Vegas!! I get shit done! I literally could be the judge, lawyer, police officer, etc! But I was “just an EMT” “Ambulance Driver” Love when people say that shit ! I was also a “taxi driver” for stubbed toes and shit! But I was an EMT for 8 years, an advocate and PSS at NAMI and now I am a bad ass boss bitch CEO/Founder of a Safe Space so I am a mandated reporter bitches! And I am so confident I will have my niece with my name soon that I bought some stuff for her at the Dollar Tree tonight after Jerry reminded me to eat dinner. I had a corn dog earlier but he mentioned pizza so I got Mod Pizza aka Mystic Pizza! Have I mentioned how much I love Julia Roberts?!! Can’t wait to meet her cause she basically played my whole life and so did Sandra Bullock who my sis thinks she looks like and she kind of does but she just plays her in 28 Days!! Cause she a drunk in denial!