Fucking pissed off!!

It is now 4:51am. I slept from about 9/930-12:30am which is enough to get through the super chill day of work. The worst thing I will have to do is fold twin sheets and towels but even though I dreaded it at first, it is very theaurpetic. I can jam out to my music cause most days we don’t have clients till 10am, and I also have a wireless ear pod or air pod or whatever the fuck it is called. I may not have to fold sheets till my second and last shift of the week on Wednesday followed by a super fun night at trivia with friends. I woke up at 12:30am an got something to eat (leftover chicken tenders). One thing I loved about Banner South 2E is that ..1. I had headphones with music and 2. I could have a snack whenever I wanted including if I woke up at 12am or 3am or couldn’t get to bed till 11pm.

So I drove around the city again to start my day a little after midnight. Needed gas so stopped at QT where there were no cars or people. There were then 6 TPD cop cars pulled out from around the back so I knew I was extra safe even though my angles and God are always with me! I got home and took a hot shower and that felt great! Showers at Banner were clean and awesome as well! A guy reached out to me on Facebook tonight before I went to sleep or I should say last night. I looked at my phone at 3:33am when I responded again after the shower and we talked on the phone and had a great talk. He works a graveyard shift and has Bluetooth. I dried my hair so I am ready for AA at 6:30am. I was going to put it in a bun and try to sleep, but I found papers on my bed that were part of my discharge papers from the hospital. I am so pissed that the cops or crisis line called my brother! I will be even more pissed if I find out the fire department called my brother and told him I was having allegations of him raping me! I am a grown ass adult in crisis and I would have went to the hospital willing..in fact I did. I did not know they called my brother to do a petition. That’s a HIPPA violation!! They did not even need to do another petition. I could have told them I was already court ordered last October. They could have asked me more questions like do you have a psychiatrist and the answer would be yes, a court ordered psychiatrist and also an amazing therapist and yes, I am taking my fucking meds! The cop lied and said they called a doctor which they prob did after they called my brother. My fucking brother lied and said I attempted to run into traffic causing him to not be able to leave. I admitted I drove about 75/80MPH to the fire station cause 911 hung up on me!!…not 100 which the cop wrote. Cop also wrote member presenting with manic and making SI (suicidal ideations) statements. I have not beeen suicidal in several months! Cop wrote..Member presented to the fire station 2 times today (Station #19 in the morning) to vent and cry and tell them to call my Dad to tell him I am safe. The cops wrote I was refusing to leave. I was ready to go home and willingly went home from station #19, and they just made sure I was okay emotionally to drive and I assured them I was. Then did a pool day with my friend at her resort style pool at her amazing apartment complex in Rita Ranch. Also reported my ex bro in law for rape of my sister, possible rape of my neice, and assault with a deadly weapon..luckily no children were around when that happened. Just my sis and ex bro in law who blamed it on the whisky like a God Damn country song! I reported him to TPD, FBI, and US Customs Border Patrol where he works! My sis was wrong about one thing…he will go to Federal Prison not jail! Internal Affairs already called me and my sis told me they are doing a serious investigation cause he lost his bonus which could have been maybe $20,000 or more or who knows. He told my sis I am sure but I do NOT give a shit!!

Cops said about me, member is agitated and is stating she was raped by family members and is yelling (Accurate). Okay I am going to stop now. Just so so pissed but still grateful to be alive and able to tell my story! Hope everyone is sleeping but if you’re reading this or read in the future, thank you for your continued support!