I hate this Funk I am in!!

I hate the way I’m feeling right now! I don’t know how much of it is because I am on a new medication that I hate, how much is because of my family issues, and how much is because I’m stressed about starting my foundation. I just hate the way I am feeling. I feel sad, pissed, lonely. I am trying to hold on to hope! I started the morning by chairing the 630am AA morning and that was cool and it was nice to see some friendly faces. Then I went to church which was good. I want my house to be spotless and organized, but I just can’t seem to get in the mood to clean and it’s driving me crazy! I kind of want to go get sushi for lunch but I also need to be more careful about my finances. I am going to call the temp agencies tomorrow about getting some temp jobs so I don’t have to stress about money too much. Facebook isn’t working for me right now. I got suspended until tomorrow I guess. I need to go back on the Girlfriends groups and get out with friends and meet more friends. I want to host a party in a couple of weeks. I feel like the new med the temporary psych doc in the hospital insisted I be court ordered to take is already causing me to go back into depression and it’s not cool. I am really hoping the new psych doc I see tomorrow will listen and switch my meds. Fuck this funk!! Ugh!!