I think I need to Just Let Go

I woke up with some clarity. I keep going back and forth about if I need to fight harder for my nieces, but I think I have hit a wall and there is nothing else I can do. There is no way I will ever be able prove that my Dad and brother raped me. It breaks my fucking heart to have to just say goodbye and focus on my foundation and hopefully helping many other people. I will be here for my nieces when they are old enough to be able to talk about it and stand up for themselves. I feel so defeated but also just really need to let go and move on! I will follow up with KGUN 9 News and 104.1 Christian Family Radio later today via phone call or email to share my foundation and the inspiration of my foundation which is how bad the mental hospitals are and how bad it is that women who are raped don’t have a voice. Especially if they are diagnosed with any kind of mental illness. I will be saying bye to my whole entire family except hopefully my 22 year old sister and her baby. She hasn’t answered my calls the last few days. My Aunt Val will also be in my life. But I have a new family at the AA fellowship and lots of good friends who care. I will officially be cancelling my FB page. If you are a good friend and want my new phone number, please reach out to 520-565-6831. I will be changing my number again soon and will add one personal line and one business line for now. Thank You for your continued prayers. I will just pray that my nieces have God and all my angels with them during the dark times. Please pray for my healing. And I still can’t believe I get to have a brand new Mercedes to drive to the bank at 1pm to open my official LLC Bank account. I also need to get a CPA. I will ask the bank if they can recommend someone or I will use google and find someone amazing!