Well I had another fucking day! I did lots of coping skills and my Aunt Val was there for me all day and my childhood BFF aka Bobbsey...

I was swimming laps to save my life! To save my neices’s LIFE!! She also had major potty training issues!! Please God send one of my...

I don’t need a $100,000 scratcher ticket to get a new car! I have always bought new cars on my own. Went to a great AA meeting this...

Ordered these yesterday! Only 200 cause next batch will have my business number and also the owl needs Blue eyes like my Grams!!

I woke up with some clarity. I keep going back and forth about if I need to fight harder for my nieces, but I think I have hit a wall and...

Omg I am having a full on panic attack. I seriously do not know what to do anymore. Today was so up and down. It is moment to moment. I...

My old number officially is dead! I will not recharge that phone. I will smash the shit out of it and put it in the bathtub! The only way...

My next blog will be for my oldest nephew who is almost 16 and is the most sensitive sweetest kid! He def gets that from me. I am an...

I went to Disneyland by myself on my bday this year …4/23 and before and after I went to San Diego by myself. It was so amazing! I love...

Omg I am so excited!! I went down to QT to get 2 lighters for my indica joint and got skittles and asked the dude to randomly pick 2 $5...

I fell asleep tonight maybe about 8pm after I got home from shopping for a new bedroom set after my AA Meeting. I picked out what I...

Family support is so important. I grew up so close to my whole family, but none of them ever loved or supported me the way I needed them...

I really believe getting adequate sleep for your mind and body is so important for your brain, body, and overall mental health! Last...

Okay here I am again at 11:09pm. I lyed down for a little while and relaxed and almost went to sleep, but I was still awake when my...

Damn, tonight did not go as planned yet again! I have basically been in crisis for at least 5 weeks. The abuse of my sister by my ex...

I feel so amazing right now typing on my brand new Apple laptop but it is actually an iPad Air which is even more rad!! It is light and...

I should be going to sleep now, but after getting home from the behavioral health hospital early this afternoon, I’ve had so much I want...

Now that I’ve told most of my truth… the important things and figured out that my whole family will be there for me so strong except my...

I honestly don’t care what anyone’s religion is… God, Jesus, Jewish, Budist, Atheist, Agnotic! All I wanted is for my family to have...